名前が消えた！Was nameless
- カテゴリ：日記
- 2016/06/14 16:06:56
いいこと思いついた！
名前の前にマークを入れよう！
そしたら"Carrie"で検索しても出て来ないはず。
新しい名前、Kewpieに自分がなじめず(笑)、
妙案を思いついたのが先週の火曜日。
早速試してみますた。
ん～～何のマークがいいかな～？
他の人が使っていないのがいいな～。
お花はどうかな？
と、有りました！かわいいお花マークが。
マークの横に「環境依存」って書いてあるけど、使えるよね？
マークを押して名前を書いて変更ボタンを押すと・・
出ますたー！お花マーク入りの新ネーム。
なぜかお花マークには色までついた！
・・・でもこれが「名無しの権兵衛」さんの始まりですた。(笑)
おうちに戻ってみると、頭の上にかわいい新ネームが。
だけど、あれ？他のところ、名前が全部消えてるー。
さんのマイページ？私の名前は”さん”？(笑)
ブログを書いて投稿してみたら・・
なに？”投稿できませんでした”？
ブログにコメント書いても、全く表示されない。
友人とサークルで会っておしゃべりしても、全く会話が成り立たない。
あとで聞くと、私は一言もしゃべっていなかったらしい。
しゃべりまくってたじょ！
というわけで、気づきました。
私は名前がないから要注意人物扱いなのです。
発言内容はすべてブロック。やりたい放題できないように・・。
うえ～ん。特殊文字のお花ちゃんを使ったばかりに
こんなことになるなんて・・・。
というわけで、今度は良くある星マークを使ってみました。
名前もCarrieから、きゃりーに変更。
あ、だったらマーク、いらなかったか(笑)
それにしても一週間、待ち遠しかったー( ;∀;)
I became nameless when I tried to change my name.
I put a flower mark before the name.
It seemed this mark was a special one which was not accepted as a letter, and the whole name disappeared too.
As a nameless, I couldn't post a blog article, comment on other's blogs, nor have a chat with my friends!
I had to wait a week for another try.
Thank goodness, I got a new name today flanked by star marks which are acceptable.
I'm so relieved! ^^
I'll go to your concert one day!
You must be tired after the concert.
Have a good break.
I'm glad your concert went well! ^.^
The Fourth of July was nice. ^^ I ate a lot of food! Lol.
I tried to watch the anime, but I couldn't find it online anywhere except for the trailers. >.< They have a very cute theme song! Recently I've tried watching some Hello Kitty anime in Japanese. Even if I can't understand everything they're saying, I can keep track of what's going on, and some episodes are easier to understand than others. The episode たのしいおてつだい was very easy to understand; I knew most of what they were saying. ^.^
I can't see my eyecon, my figure is "?"
Hope your concert tomorrow will be a big success!
I forgot to say Happy Valentines Day (七夕)～ XD
Yes, I went to strawberry picking, but they are still quite small, and some of them are still quite green.
So need a bit of time to choose it.
Anyway, its quite fun to pick strawberries, and I've picked 1.685kg in total! XD
I surly cannot finish the whole lots, so I make it into jam~
If the location of the farm is not that far, or if I can drive, I think I would like to visit again~ ^ ^
I was quite surprise about England leaving Europe, because I voted remain.
Once England leave Europe, it will be very hard to join back again.. :'(
What do you think? Would you like to leave or remain?
For me and my mom, it was the opposite! She was a bit shy when she was a kid, but became more outgoing when she got older. In my case, I used to be a little more talkative, but now I hardly speak at all! I guess it's because when I was little I wasn't aware of my poor social skills, but now I worry about making a bad impression because people have teased me about my autistic traits. >.<
Carrieさんは花が好きだね！＾＾私の庭で、百合とバラに似てる花がある。もっとたくさんあるけど名前がわからない！そして春に木が花を育てた。＾＾
I can't tell them apart in AKB48 either! Lol. ^^
My mom knows I dislike shopping, so she usually leaves me at home with Yoshi, and texts me pictures of things (like clothes) to ask if I want her to buy them.
Btw, do Japanese malls have playgrounds at them? I think all the ones around here do.
きれいな花ね！＾＾Carrieさんの一番好きな花は何かな？私は、もちろん桜だよ！w
However, I get people mixed up a lot... I might be a bit face blind. At least people here have all different hair and skin colors, because they come from all over the world, but I wonder if I'd find it more confusing in Japan where people are mostly the same ethnicity... Maybe it's a silly thing to worry about, but I even have trouble recognizing my friends sometimes!
We usually go to the same mall here, but there are some bigger ones about an hour away which are really nice and fun to visit. ^^ Normally I don't like shopping though~.
Maybe I should dye my hair black in order to look more Japanese! Lol. ^^ When I was in middle school I used to dye my hair red. It's been a while~.
あ、なるほど。英語で「the mall」って言うけど。
I forgot malls even had names! I wonder what the ones around here are named... Oh well.
My eyes are brown. My parents and Gina all have green eyes, though. A lot of people I know think green eyes are the prettiest. ^.^
アニメ部のために図書館に行くときは、アナスタシアを探すよ。＾＾
なるほど。面白いよね...。
昨日は吉さんと一緒に、ショッピングセンターに行った！すべての他人は「可愛い！」って言ったよ。吉さんは本当に嬉しかった！w
Is there a shorter way to say ショッピングセンター? Or do Japanese people actually say all that?
アナスタシアについての本を読んだことある。シリーズじゃなかったけど。Carrieさんが読んだ本を読むかも。＾＾
うん、そうだよね。トランプはすべてのお金を軍事に与えると思う。余計だよ。＞＜
フリーメイソンって何？
Yup! ^^ I'm glad to know she doesn't dislike me. ^^ Now I just have to wait for her. Good thing I am patient!
Oh, Finland! Well, Finland is a great country too. ^^
トランプは財政を管理する方法がわかるって理由よ。本当かな？ｗ
戦争をする国、原発推進・・・怖い！
平和憲法を変えて欲しくない。＞＜
私は平和主義者だよ！Carrieさんもそうかな？＾＾
みんなの安全性が一番大切なものね！
戦争は苦しみをもたらすよ。＞＜日本への原子爆弾投下とか・・・。
とても悲しいよね。（泣）
Btw, today I finally talked to my crush about the possibility of us dating. She said it's hard for her to think about that now, because she's still trying to get over her feelings for someone else who rejected her (and in a rather rude way). So I guess I should give her a little space to heal, and that's why she stopped talking to me. I probably still have a chance. ^^
I learned 'w' when I got on Nicotto Town and saw others using it. So I looked up what it meant and started using it. ^^
I mostly learn Japanese from anime and the internet rather than from things like textbooks, so that probably makes my Japanese more modern. ^^
Sweden sounds amazing! I've heard lots of good things about that country. Homework is probably unnecessary. As long as the teachers do their job in class, the students should be able to learn. ^^
父はトランプが大好き。w
いつもトランプのことを話してる。迷惑になるよ！
でも母はトランプが大嫌い。
トランプの無礼な発言を聞くから。
トランプは同性婚を禁じたいから、私はあんまり支持したくない。
私の住んでるところで、ほとんどの人はトランプが嫌いだと思う。
父はいつもトランプのこと、いいこと言ってるから、ジーナちゃんもトランプを支持する。
ジーナちゃんは政治がわからないけどね。
安倍総理のことをよく知ってない。どんな総理かな？
Thanks Carrie. ^^ I guess if I speak Japanese that naturally, then I'm better than I think! Because I can't quite tell for myself how natural or unnnatural my Japanese is.
I think it's interesting that Japanese is あいまい. I like languages that are very different from English. ^^ Japanese is fascinating!
You make the effort to speak to me in English, but we had a misunderstanding when I tried to speak to you in Japanese, so I got a little upset. I guess I technically understood correctly, but simply imagined something different. I am very literal! But I know in Japanese more things are implied, while in English we say things in a very straightforward way.
Well, thanks for teaching me about バラ色! I just thought of that as a color; I didn't know it could mean happy. Cool! ^^
Oh, I hope he'll change his mind! He probably doesn't know much about us. A lot of people who are homophobic are simply unaware, but if they get to understand then they realize we're not quite so different. ^^
Oh, I have Japanese fans in my room. I had a relative who went to Japan before I was born and got fans there, and my grandparents found the fans in the attic and gave them to me after he passed away. They're very pretty! ^^
A rosy world? What's that? A world of roses? Well it sounds nice~. ^.^ Lol.
そこを掻い潜っての特殊文字だったんですね＾＾；
次は名前なしにならないように気を付けましょう♪
実は、誰もチーズケーキを食べなかった。なぜかみんな忘れたと思う。
でもさっき、父はメールを送った！
「今晩チーズケーキを食べよう」って言ったよ！（＾。＾）
だから今日はきっと食べるよ！ｗ
I think my school is more accepting of diversity than others. Like, there are boys at my school who wear skirts and dresses (in class), and no one seems to find it strange. A boy in a dress even won best dressed at a school dance! He went to the dance with his boyfriend. And no one finds that awkward at all; it's normal.
I'd love to see the sakura! ^.^ Did you know my blankets on my bed have a sakura pattern on them? ^^ It's my room's theme!
I've started talking to her again! ^^ She hasn't said anything about dating me... but she did say that she thinks I'm cute and called me 'sweetheart', which has never happened before. I blushed so much! I think she hasn't decided whether to date me, so I guess I'll just wait for her to bring it up when she's comfortable. She's gone back to her regular self for now.
でも今日、母はズッキーニパンを作ってる！今回は絶対食べるよ！ｗ
I've heard the numbers are closer to one of every ten people! Although I guess it's hard to be sure, since a lot of people might not be honest if you tried to do a survey. But the area where I live is generally accepting, and there is a GSA at my school. (A GSA is a school club that promotes acceptance of sexual minorities. ^^) So we have a lot of awareness here! And if someone says they like the same gender, then no one seems to think it's strange at all. I probably know about twenty people who are gay at school. ^^
I wonder if I might feel a bit lonely in Japan, because I've heard that most Japanese people who are gay are usually not open about it. I'm not used to that at all! It's hard for me to imagine... But I'm sure there will be progress, and someday marriage equality in Japan too. ^.^
I want to experience the daily life of people in Japan. I'd like to visit schools and restaurants and parks. Also, I'd like to experience different holidays like New Year's and Christmas, celebrated the Japanese way! And see nature, like cherry blossoms, and Fuji-san. ^^ Also, I want to try lots of Japanese foods! Many other things but I'd run out of space trying to list them all... ^^
カラフルじゃなくてもきっとおいしいよ！＾＾
私は・・・うーん、お菓子を作ったことがない。
そういえば、ある日、スクランブルエッグを作ってみたけど・・・
キモいだったから誰も食べなかった・・・ｗ
でもお菓子を作ることがもっと簡単かもしれないかな？
いつか作ってみるといいね。ｗ
あぁ、ところで最近、父は大きいチーズケーキを買ったんだ！
おいしそう！今晩食べるかも。＾＾
Thanks, Carrie! ^^
おかえりなさい( *´艸｀) ﾌﾌ
私は過去に１度だけ罰ゲームで
改名をした事があるのみで、その後はずっとこのまま…
改名の裏にそんな事情があるだなんて知らなかったです＠＠
特殊文字っぽいお名前の方もよく見かけるのですが
何か裏技でもあるのかなぁ(=’ェ’=)
今後、改名の時はちょっとﾄﾞｷﾄﾞｷしちゃいそうですねｗ
私も気をつけます(｀ー´)ｲﾋﾋ
I've never had anyone suddenly stop talking to me like this before. Now I know what you meant about your son not talking to you! It's very concerning to me, as I can't stop worrying that maybe I offended her somehow! I feel like I'm jumping to conclusions, being too negative, but I guess I'm just a glass half empty kind of person.
I think that if she doesn't talk to me after two more days, I will email her again asking outright why she hasn't been talking to me. I want to talk to her again so badly. We always had such nice conversations. I really miss her... ♥
あ、ごめん。今は植物を育ててるからよ。
Carrieさんのマカロンはとてもおいしかったー！実生活にも、Carrieさんのお料理はおいしいかな？＾＾
実生活ではマカロンを食べたことがない。今日は日本のお菓子が食べたいから日本に行きたいなぁ。＞＜
By the way, Nicotto Town's June bride items are so pretty! ^^
It makes me wish I could get married in Japan, lol. I wish Japan had marriage equality.
Well, she hasn't responded to my email, but she did say hi to me on another site. Maybe we will start talking again?
I'm actually starting to wonder if maybe the reason she's acting like this is because of her parents. She told them that she wants to date a girl and marry one someday, but they're very old fashioned and didn't want her to date a girl, so they told her she was just confused and that she would change her mind. It's likely she's worried about talking to them about it... Hopefully she will explain to me soon! Whatever's on her mind, I would like to know!
And I can empathize with male friends liking you and being uncomfortable about it. In my case, I don't even like boys in that way, so I often have to turn them down because of that! But we are still friends. My friend Jeremy and I still hang out all the time despite his crush on me. People often ask if we are dating! Lol. ^^
今日もCarrieさんのお店を訪問して、おいしいものを食べた。ありがとう！＾＾
『ぱみゅぱみゅ』の方が良かったかもよクスクス
名前に環境依存の文字を入れると名無しになるって知らなかったわ(;'∀')
1週間お疲れさまでした(⋈◍＞◡＜◍)。✧
Actually, she stopped talking to me a while ago. I tried emailing her but it's been days and she hasn't responded. I think she's nervous or feeling awkward about it. Maybe she's changed her mind and doesn't like me after all? Because if so, she changed her mind very quickly! But I wonder why she'd ignore me altogether. Does she not even want to be friends anymore? I hope she'll come back around soon, because I'm worried I messed up.
ありがとう！今日は朝ご飯で、Carrieさんのお店で食べるよ！＾＾